I have hidden this for a long time, I
I have hidden this for a long time, I haven't had s** for almost two years now; I am feeling really bad and thinking I could be wild for one night just for s**, but I controled myself by the end. I feel shame to tell others I feel I live like a nun without s**, and keep telling all my friends how awesome to be a single person again. But secretly I really hate this life style. I don't know am I allowed to pray this in a church, but I really pray hard to have a great s** soon, with a loving person.