I know this isn't a proper place to confess this. This place is full of stupidity and evil but I need to get my fens ou somewhere and
somehow. I have told you have much I love you but I didn't tell you that I am in loge with you; even to the exstent that I wanted and still want you to be my wife. Now knowing how you feel has destroyed me and I am unaware of whether or not I will be able to maintain my sanity withou you in my life. I would have given anything for you to be my bride.