I wish i could go home
I love the city i moved to but it is not the place where i want to spend the rest of my life. it's not even the place where i want to spend the next few years. i never thought i would say this but i miss the midwest.
it's not that i don't want to experience new things and places. i love to travel and push myself out of my comfort zone. but i long to have a familiar, comfortable place to return home to. and this is not familiar, this is not comfortable. i thought i would be happy here, but i am not. i feel adrift, i feel like i don't have a home. i need to move back east.