Not really a "Relationship" more FWB
I am in the worst relationship. One with no commitment, no promises, but lots of tongue. I am in love with him, i have turned myself into an object for his use. Given him a bj, and have not regretted it.He has ignored for the better part of out 'friendship' when I asked him out and after giving him head. Afterwards, we started talking and became friends. And started makingout when no one was looking. He was once kind and loving. And has became sexual and wanting. And when he couldnt get everything from me. He started going after others, without ending things with me. Im tired and done with this. Im not a option. But he is just so hot and amazing, funny, but a dickface. But i am in love with him, everything of him. But have never confessed. i even cut myself because he doesnt love me back( not deeply, just stratches) And I found out that he told my best friend,'I wish [she] to get over me.'
Im falling apart.