No remorse for bad thoughts

This morning I awoke to read about the violence in Egypt of the Muslims against the Coptics (Egyptian Christians). My ex-boyfriend of the past two years is Coptic and splits his time between Egypt and the U.S. The first thought I had when I read the news was, "Good, I hope he was there!" I know it's a horrible thing to say and it really isn't like me to be so hateful, but I really feel this way. He is a Narcissist who has no empathy for anyone else, and I don't know any way that he can feel the pain he inflicted on me. Just imagining that Muslim radicals beat him to death is refreshing. I can't really tell anyone I know that I'm having such awful thoughts because they would think so much less of me. It just feels good to hope he would feel anything close to what I have felt.

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  • Actually, we were together for two years and just broke up last month. But thanks.

  • I don't judge you because I don't like my ex boyfriends either. But it's been two years...move on woman.

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