I've been lieing to you.
I'm not in college full time, I'm only part time. I screwed up my grades, and have to pay out of my own pocket. That's why I never have money when you need it from me. I am a failure, and I feel like my life has been a waste. I keep thinking more and more about killing myself lately, I know its wrong and won't solve anything, but, its the other voice in my head that's telling me to die. Its my own voice...Sep 13, 2012