I'm a 22 year old woman and I've been with my bf for 2 years.
[ we started dating in high school]
and every time I turn around I find myself hurting him or kicking him or scratching him, Just causing some sort of harm to him. and I realized I'm only hurting myself in the "process" It's just that I can't make myself stop or I stop for one day then It's back at square one. I don't mean to hurt him he's my whole life and without him I have nothing. I just want to die because I don't like the way I'm turning out to be and I wish I could just stop while I'm still young.
[ I just turned 22 by the way.]

Sep 21, 2012

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  • At 22, you need to grow up and take responsibility for your actions. You know you need help, so be proactive about that. Abuse is never okay, in any form. Sounds like you have anger issues and you need to deal with it appropriately. You say that you're hurting yourself in the "process". You're hurting your bf too. Also know, that you need to look into improving your self esteem, happiness and indpendence. Know that you are a whole and capable person with or without your boyfriend. Look on line for a treatment facility that is near you and make a call. Do not waste anymore time or hurt your boyfriend or hurt any longer.. this can be taken care of so you can spend your time on more important things.

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