Lost in love
Seven years into this affair. I still remember the first night and us swearing this would never happen again. Now me married and unhappy and you two girlfriends later. I know you fell in love with me once. I felt it. I saw it in your actions, on your face, the changes in the way we talked. I wish I could just say it to you. That I am in love with you. I don't think you are in love with me now. I think you have settled in, like me, into a comfortable home but not a happy one. I know being together is nearly impossible considering the small community we live in and the drama it would create...but I dream of you so much. I literally dream of you, never of my husband. It freaks me out. I want to figure out if the grass really is greener with you. I truly believe its gonna be. I just do not know how to make you mine. I'm so scared to lose you if I tell you those silly little words.