I have a girlfriend of 5 years and soon to be 6 months.
I love the way she is, she cares about me and helps me with grown up stuff because i'm still a bit childish. she had to grow up much faster then me hence all the-grown-up-help.
MY problem is I don't love her the way i should. I want to be free and young and just do whatever i want but i always have to focus on her. She has accepted me to do more things for myself like for ex school and hanging out with friends.
Recently i've become friends with a girl, like realy intense, friendship. we get each other we like the same things i love how her hair smells and that she always kind of need my help like she needs me and she makes me feel masculine and so on.
I'm not in love with her but i think about her all the time and she always helps me with my girlfriend when my girlfriend becomes crazy jealous :/ and i have sexual thoughts about her and i always plan thinks we can do together. AND we do! we play lego together, we dance together, we do everything together except the s** part but i don't care i love her company but
what the f*** should i do :@
oh yeah and i'm trans and she is straight but she loves when i hug her and its tricky :/:/:/::/
the question is should i brake up with my girlfriend?