No guilt

I've been, and, am that guy, and very much enjoy it. It's usually younger women from the sports bar I go to, and, while I've had a few more than once, usually just once. And, it's often their idea to get into it.

If he doesn't love you then why are you with him? anyway you do what you have to do for yourself and your needs, so there is nothing wrong with that....

He's not my boyfriend, he doesn't even admit to his friends of family that I'm anything more than just a friend.

He refuses to act as if he's in any form of relationship with me but expects me to abide by his rules as if we were.

I see why he don't love you your boyfriend, because you are not faithful to him.