I'm still waiting....

I won't lie, I'm a very lucky person.
I've got a really caring family, a decent living, more than enough food & water, and enough $ to go to school. And yet.
I feel unbelievably incredibly lonely. My family doesn't get me. They're here but not really. And not one of the people I know even tries to talk to me unless they want something (ie homework) or if I start talking first (& then they either think I want something or try to leave quickly). I've sent many nice thoughtful messages and now guess I'm just waiting... for a friend.