After 4 years and a baby with my boyfriend. I still love my ex. And he's still waiting for me to finally leave my bf for him. I think about him everyday, I write him randomly letting him know I'm still his. I think about him every time I f*** my bf. I'm staying in this relationship for the baby and its killing me. You can't fight love for long, true love will always find its way. I love you alex, my heart is yours and I'm so sorry for making you wait.