No one knows that when I was 8 I
No one knows that when I was 8 I intentionally hurt my pets out of frustration of dealing with emotional s*** of being molested at five. To this day I feel like a monster for what I did and I feel incredibly guilty and pray every day to god to forgive me for the sin of hurting my innocent pets. I vow to respect and cherish all forms of life and never let the cycle of abuse surface again nor continue. I don't think I will ever be free of the guilt and I don't think I want to be. I feel that I have to carry the burden and shame of hurting an innocent as punishment for what I did.