Change when turned on
I'm a member of aff and whenever i feel like a w*** i go onto the site and try chat to girls and watch there cams and stuff. But when im h**** it seems like i turn into a different person, guys chat me and i cant ignore them, its like part of me forces myself to chat,. Any way they always end up turning me on calling me names and stuff and more than a few times iv been turned into a cam slave for them and do anything on it. Whenever i c** im instantly disgusted with myself and filled with regret.
Whenever im not h**** the thought of been with a guy makes me sick.
Whats wrong with me???