I just want attention
I desperately want attention, as a woman I seek male attention the most and sometimes it isnt healthy. I dont mean it in a way that says Im sleeping around or anything, but on social networking sites like facebook and instagram I post picture of myself and I desperately want guys to like them. All I want is to be told Im pretty, all my female friends will tell me Im beautiful and Im the best looking in the group but for some reason I cant believe them. I need boys to tell me that Im sexy and hot and to like my photos. I want to be popular on the internet so I can feel good about myself. I have such low confidence and that makes me disgusted with myself, sometimes I feel so low I kinda want to commit suicide. Ive had plenty of bfs but not of them were considered attractive to other people so that makes me feel like Im not as pretty as people tell me I am. All I want is to be loved by people, mostly men so I can feel good about myself. I hate myself.