I've been looking at gay Internet p***
I've been looking at gay Internet p*** for almost 6 years, and masturbating regularly for about 3.
I'm only 17.
My parents have caught me a couple of times, but it's been a couple of years since the last time.
I haven't looked at p*** in three weeks. I've masturbated since but I'm proud of being "sober" for this long.
Everyone thinks I'm straight but girls hardly turn me on. I'm afraid of telling anyone because my parents are Christians and, seriously, I'm in high school. You think I'd be entirely accepted?
All of this has caused me to fall so far away from God that I sometimes doubt if he ever really existed.
I don't trust anyone enough to tell them this.