I've been looking at gay Internet p***

I've been looking at gay Internet p*** for almost 6 years, and masturbating regularly for about 3.

I'm only 17.

My parents have caught me a couple of times, but it's been a couple of years since the last time.

I haven't looked at p*** in three weeks. I've masturbated since but I'm proud of being "sober" for this long.

Everyone thinks I'm straight but girls hardly turn me on. I'm afraid of telling anyone because my parents are Christians and, seriously, I'm in high school. You think I'd be entirely accepted?

All of this has caused me to fall so far away from God that I sometimes doubt if he ever really existed.

I don't trust anyone enough to tell them this.

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  • How can being gay be a sin if God created you? That makes no sense to me, I know being gay is not a choice, because if it was people like you would not be gay correct? I think you should hang tough, and you iwll see there is much more support in the real world for you. Don't be scared of your sexuality, and don't get into a self-hating denial mode. Sorry if you don't already know, but you are GAY!! It is ok though. Gay is the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • So you watched p*** for 3 years before you started jerking off....thats f****** strange.

  • you are a H***. deal with it.

  • There is a God, and he can help you!

  • Dude I am going through the same situation and there is a God just have faith

  • Just don't be gay....its that simple

  • so, some people might not accept it...but who cares what they think..there are plenty of other people out there that will accept and support you for you.Be yourself...don't be afraid of what you are..it's gonna come out sooner or later right..i just came out to, and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be..there is a God , have faith!...good luck

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