I know what turns me on but it does not define who I am

I'm a 21 year old female and I know I am straight. I'm not in denial or anything about what it is I'm into. I've been in a wonderful and loving relationship with my soul-mate for 7 years. I watch p*** and I always end up wandering towards the lesbian category. I personally do not like having oral s** performed on me. I find it gross but I absolutely love giving my boyfriend head. It's just my personal preference. However, there is something I find so hot with watching lesbians eat each other out. It gets me so wet and just thinking about it now makes me wants to finger myself. I've never told anyone about it and I don't feel guilty about watching it though. Regardless of my preference with watching p***, I know I am not bisexual. So is there such thing as being straight but enjoying lesbian p***? I'm sure I'm not the only one out there.

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  • Nothing wrong with that. Guys have a similar issue. I'm not gay (I have no issues with gay) but the thought of a guy getting head is erotic. The turn on is someone being pleasured by something or another IMO. It, in and of itself, is erotic and a turn on. Watching someone yield themselves and let go...being controlled...it's erotic.

    Don't be ashamed of your desires..that's merely what society has pushed into your head over the years. Let loose with your inhibitions.

  • You and I would never get along in bed. My girlfriend loves blowing me and I love eating her. We both love giving and receiving oral. Nothing at all gross about it as long as both are clean. Vaginal intercourse is the only thing better.

  • By gross, I meant messy, at least for me. Plus, oral s** really does nothing for me. I can't help it. But I love giving my boyfriend oral, we satisfy each other in bed without me receiving oral so it's no big deal for us. Also, by saying we would never get along in bed is implying we would ever do it, which is likely never :)

  • Nothing wrong with you. I love giving head, because i enjoy my s** partner being pleased. i enjoy it even more receiving and appreciate it somebody is doing the effort for me. there is a possibility you dont feel secure with your v*****, but does not have to be the case. sometimes it just is what it is.

    the other part is really interesting to see in a woman. i am straight too. i love women, they are the most beautiful thing in the world. but i am going to be honest by saying that i love watching c***. i am not bi nor gay. i am not attracted by men in any way nor do i seek any physical contact. i just think that (not all) c**** are sexy. i even sucked 2. whereas i have to add it started with me as with you, just watched to guys sucking each other. i enjoy it because it makes me feel sexy cant explain why or how, and once i blew my steam off, i dont feel this attraction to c**** anymore until next time. there are a lot of other guys who have the same desire?/fetish?/fantasy? but are also completely straight. dont worry about it, because being comfortable with your sexuality and fantasy is an enormous part of your mental health and happiness. just do what makes you feel good:)

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