My husband beats me and thinks its okay
I'm scared of my husband because he hits me all of the time. We have a eight month old daughter together and I have tried to leave several times. He blames me for everything and I feel like a piece of garbage. He was hitting me before we got married so I knew how abusive he was. I've always been out on a limb hoping he'll change, but it doesn't. I've been to a woman's shelter, i've left back to my dad's,been to my mom's several times. But he always convinces me to come back to him. It's good for awhile, but it always reverts back. I feel like he's going to hit me so hard one day, i'll die. He's kicked me, slapped me, hit me with hangers/belts, strangled me. He's even had s** with me when I've said no. I don't know what else to do and I don't want to deal with the police. I just want my husband to treat me better like he did in the beginning. I feel so alone.