I think I'm losing my best friend
We were like sisters. "If you were a boy, I'd like you to be my boyfriend" she used to tell me (we're not lesbians). We were the same- s** soul mates. We were there for each other. We were best friends. And now, I think I'm losing her. It's not because we don't like each other anymore, it's just that I think we didn't really knew each other that much or maybe It's my fault because I want to be the perfect best friend.
I think I'm losing her and it hurts so much. I even think she already feels that she has a new best friend and she just won't admit it because she doesn't like to hurt me. I feel so bad because I don't like being jealous and I know I shouldn't because I don't have the right to, It's ridiculous! I think of all the times we were together and now, I feel that we are so growing apart that she reconsiders all of the things she said to me before. It's so hard losing a certain type of friendship you'll have only once in a lifetime.