The empty life of Mr. Stud
I don't think I'm God's gift to women but I have spent a lot of my life acting like I am. Now, I realize how empty most of my relationships have been and as I look for the love that will last the rest of my lifetime I regret the many missed opportunities of the past.
Mostly it has been about s**. I have been with dozens of women and made it my mission to fulfill their sexual desires in so many ways. But when I felt myself getting too close to them I have pulled away and sought opportunities elsewhere.
I think of those few who seemed to understand me and appreciate me beyond what I brought them in the bedroom. I think of how I could have let those relationships possibly develop into the love I now seek.
I know this sounds like a lot of "poor me" whining but I hope someone else might learn that the thrill you get in being a man s*** is not so ultimately fulfilling. I do not so much regret my experiences with women as I regret my attitude toward those relationships.