A few months ago, I posted a confession about how hard I was falling for my anatomy teacher. I was head over heels for the guy, and even contemplated making a move (even though he's married. stupid, I know). last night I found out he and his wife are expecting a baby girl...I honestly don't know how to feel about it! I am extremely happy for them, and I know he's gonna be a great father that will teach her to be strong and hardworking.
yet I also feel a little sad that he's moving on to greater things in his life and will probably forget about me as time goes on. I've spent the last six months of my life hoping to catch the slightest amount of attention from him, and it hurts a little knowing it was never worth it. I thought if I could make him see me then I wasn't as invisible as I thought.
now I don't know what to do. I want the best for him and his new family, but I wish there was some way of letting him remember me, because admire and care for him so much. I don't know why I posted this, I just needed to vent. :/