"To confess anonymously to a public audience relieves one's self
I have been in love with a boy who plays the drums for our orchestra, Fox McAllister, for over a year. He is ignorant to my existence and for 2/3 of that year I have neglected to tell anyone. Only a few know now, but I feel suffocated. It doesn't plague me as much as it previously has when it was just my secret, for I have gotten to the point where it no longer affects my lifestyle.The constant hiding of this fact strangles me constantly; however, my secretive standing on my internal feelings keeps me stagnant. Therefore I find it necessary to tell the anonymous public, and for that I feel no apology. It is a selfish post, yes, but all of us- I believe- are entitled to at least one and I choose this as mine. I have no regrets.