At this point in my life I'm done. I no longer want to be told to go die, or that I'm not good enough. I am never able to do anything right. I thought that my passed was done and over with but it always comes back to haunt me. If people really don't want me here then what's stopping me. I don't know what to do anymore, the thoughts been on my mind a while now. Maybe if I just leave now, the pain will end.