Well this word love, I've always wondered what was the absolute true meaning of it. I've nevr quite been able to though and it bothers me with a burning passion. I know I'm young and most older people think us youngens don't experience or will evr find out until we're old bt what if we don't want to wait. What if we are ready for that longing of true passion. Everyone has their own definition bt I still haven't quite been able to price mines together. It kinda makes me sad. It's lik when I'm ready to settle down I can't and wen I get in the mood that I don't it seems it's when I get the most offers. I just wish sometimes that everything was ready together when that person comes into my life to make me fell and fall in love but who will that person be? Have we meet before? I'm not needy and I do not need a man to complete me cause I value myself nd have toooo much respect for myself for that but I do have the feeling of want sometimes. Is that bad? I don't believe so. But aye, every bodies different right. My friends tel me allll the time I'm Way to picky but I won't settle for less than I deserve. I'm not sayin I'm the best out here either but my self worth is too important to settle for wat doesn't deserve my heart.. Or love, whatever that is anyways. Ha, well, I guess one day I will find love and discover its meaning for me, so when god sends that special guy into my life then I pray that he will let us last forever with his grace and blessing. So until then... until then.