Mind control - Time stop
I'm a 35 y/o man that has had very little s** and that makes me angry / sad / despaired pretty much all the time.
Some time ago I found the fetish that would come to pretty much ruin my sexuality, Mind control, this is the idea that you can change a personsons way of thinking to force them to do what you want (in this case s**), I realize this is much more about power than about s**.
Lately I have been watching time stop p*** (from Japan of all places) where devious men stop time, have s** with girls (teasing them or not), and then leave.
These are basically rape fantasies, mind you I don't want to rape a woman, raping is a violent act and I'm vehemently opposed to it, but the sexual fantasy of having s** (if it can be called that) with whomever I want wether they consent or not is consuming my waking hours.
I have become increasingly solitaire and isolated from society, on top of that I dont work (I'm finishing my studies) and I live at home with my mother, I'm short, fat, and not good looking, so I 'm pretty much f***** and beyond hope in the "getting a girl" department.
Depression is starting to get the better of me, so I might not be going to hang arund for too long...