I Fantasize About Being A Girl
One of my most reliable masturbatory fantasies is to imagine myself as an attractive young girl experiencing some level of discomfort related to my gender or s**. This can range from feeling self conscious about how I look to a full blown gang rape but the key element is always discomfort.
I think the reason this works is that, as a sexual s*****, I`m turned on by women in pain but as a decent guy I feel a bit guilty about even desiring this. (I would never inflict pain on someone without their consent.) By placing myself in the role of the victim I can vicariously experience this without guilt.
A related fantasy is imagining myself being aggressively seduced by a gay couple. Again I don`t really get anything out of this except the sensation of being victimized as their teamwork overwhelms me and coerces my cooperation.
I suppose the second fantasy is something that could actually happen but before any well intentioned (or just plain h****) gentlemen message me please know that this is something I am not ready to experience. Perhaps one day (I could pull off a twink look) I will pursue this but for now just imagining it does the trick.