I'm a muscular, mid-20s, male massage therapist, and I am very good at my job. I have always kept it professional, and I have never once had a bad review. The problem is that I keep getting urges and fantasizing about sexual activities with my attractive clients. A few in particular really get me really aroused. I get plenty of s**, so this is more of a fantasy that gets me really turned on. I know that my reaction is completely natural, and I keep it in check and never act on it. And while it's extremely difficult to keep my body's physical reaction hidden, I have never made a client uncomfortable. But oh how I would love to have a client who is willing to let me experiment and practice on her. Someone who is ok with knowing that I was enjoying and getting turned on by exploring her body. Someone who invites me to be less professional and more primal. But until then, I will continue being an outstanding therapist with a clean record and a mind that likes to wander.