I wanna get a white woman pregnant

Thank you so much for putting some of these bigots to shame.You are my kind of woman and I cherish you:)

There is this black man who attends the same mass that my husband and I go to at church, and he usually sits near us. We have spoken to him a few times, just pleasantries, and every time we stand there speaking, I have a nice smile on my face and all, but I'm standing there with my ** throbbing and my ** aching for him to penetrate me, and with my juices flowing like mad, even actually soaking through my ** and down the insides of my thighs. I have even thought a few times that I might faint right there in front of God and everybody from wanting him so much. My husband has no idea what this man does to me, or how he fuels my fantasy life, or that I often close my eyes when my husband is fumbling at me in bed and imagine this black God having at me and finally making a real woman of me, and yes, even "knocking me up" (soooooooo **). Nobody has any idea how often I think of him, or how badly I want him, or how easily I might give up my life for him if he finally said to me at church, "I'm taking you away from this clown you're married to and I'm going to give you some real **". WOW, I didn't intend to write this much, but I guess that other woman inspired me and made me want to compete for your attention. :) Isn't that stupid? Sorry for saying so much, but I love your idea, and it's not far-fetched at all.

Thanks for sharing such an intimate personal story.There are plenty of women in your situation;they have a desire to seek true happiness or fun ** but due to prevailing circumstances,they simply have no outlet.You are brave for sharing.
I am not an expert on this but and I know you did not ask for any ideas.However,I have a feeling that you have not been around that many black people or don't have very close contact with them.You may think about talking to your hubby about inviting the guy over for lunch after church or for the three of you stopping for lunch at a local restaurant.My believe is that such a move would connect you better and up close and personal with him or help you start connecting with other black men.Even if its not him,he may have friends that you could meet and have a discreet affair with, just to quench your extreme sexual thirst for a black guy.You sound like a real nice person and a christian but,don't go to your grave miserable and unfulfilled.
I hope you let us all know how this works out for you and I wish you true happiness:)

I really appreciate your kindness and your support: sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in desire for this man. I swear, when I'm next to him, it's almost like I can feel him entering me and totally filling me up, with my husband standing right there next to us. I imagine him sliding into my **, and then out, and then into my **, and then out, and then going back and forth and back and forth from one hole to the other. AT CHURCH! WITH PEOPLE STANDING THERE WATCHING! And when that happens, I worry that he can tell what I'm thinking and know how much I want to be swept up by him and wrecked.....sexually speaking, but also wrecking my marriage. I can't say that I have ever had this deep and hot of a feeling for another black man, but I will confess that, since my teens (pre-teens, actually), I've had the common female urge to be taken by a black man, to go black and not come back. I will also admit that there is no limit to the depravity I would commit for this particular man: you mentioned his friends, and if he and I began an affair and he wanted me to be a nasty passaround for him and them, I would totally do that, and even filthier things, even public things. He makes me want to be truly awful and completely whorish. But mostly what he does is this: he makes me want to please him.

Why did you marry then. Sick **.

White bigots, black bigots. It goes both ways.