I hate my life right now. The only
I hate my life right now. The only thing that's good about it is my job. I love my job.
I was involved in a one night stand with a rockstar on valentines day, and it's killing me inside. We still talk on the phone, but he's on tour still and I can't see him. I have strong feelings for him.
I just want to go to work and stay there. I won't even take breaks anymore because it just seems like a waste of time.
Why can't things just work out perfectly for once?
And why is it snowing? I actually found a small patch of cement to skate on the other day. Now it's buried.
I need friends. I haven't talked to anyone but him and co-workers in the past few weeks.