I'm really confused, I need a serious advice!
I had a huge crush on this guy in my college. The more I observed him, the more I got attracted to him. Then one day, our eyes finally met and he noticed me. We held the gaze for a couple of seconds and it was truly magical. And then this eye contact became a mutual everyday business for us. He never missed to look if I was around and whenever we crossed each other, I could see a confident smile spanning his face. His stares were deep and intense. I even noticed few of his friends teasing him when I passed by. It was too obvious that he was willing too. I am shy by nature. But this guy was so intriguing that I was ready to strike a conversation with him and then later ask him out.
But then I got to know he already has a girlfriend and the related stories. I was shocked because of the way he used to give me attention. My friends told me if he is a guy who can't be honest with his girlfriend then you better forget him. So I stopped looking at him completely but couldn't get over him. But I could always feel his eyes over me and that he was still willing to start a conversation. And then my college got over(that was almost a month back from now).
Recently I got to know that the girl who told me about him having a gf was faking it coz she liked him too(Though she couldn't hook up with him!). I felt so cheated! Now my college got over and I don't know if I'll ever meet/see him again. Now I can't get him out of my head. I can't seem to get fascinated by any other guy now. I really don't know what to do now! Some advices would be a great help!