Read my boyfriends texts and I had an unexpected reaction
I guess you could say I'm insecure. I've had boyfriends cheat on me in the past, so it makes me a little paranoid. I love my bf, and he loves me. We've been together awhile and I started getting that itch that he might be cheating, nothing I have proof of, just a feeling. Eventually my insecurity got to me and I looked through his phone to see if he had been talking to another girl. What I found, I completely didn't expect. One of his good friends that lives out of state he texts with alot. My bf and the guy used to be good friends before the guy moved away so they text alot. Most of it was just guy stuff. However, here and there my bf had sent him pictures of me that I had sent him, like, well, nude pictures. Sometimes my bf asks me for some and sometimes I just send him some when I feel like surprising him. We've never talked about like, other people seeing them. I was pretty p***** at first, but as I kept looking through I started seeing other stuff besides the pictures. He talked to the guy about our s** life. My bf has been trying to get me to be more of an exhibitionist. We've had s** in public a few times, but he really likes to get me to do it in front of windows at our apartment. We have a sliding glass door on the back and he likes to put me up against it. A couple nights he actually made me do it outside, but it was late and he said no one would see. All this he told to his friend. He would say things like he's getting me "broke" and "trained". He also said stuff like "b**** is learning to spread her legs when she's told". I was shocked, my boyfriend never acts or talks like this to me. I'm sort of ashamed to admit that it made me hot. I was p***** to start with but it started turning me on. I couldn't stop reading all the degrading stuff he was saying. Since then I have masturbated multiple times thinking about it. I always feel kind of ashamed or whatever afterwards, but I can't stop doing it.