Hand Jobs

As far as I or anyone that knows me knows I am a straight male. I have never had s** with a man but I think if it were not for STD's I would do everything. I met some swingers on craigslist. I go to their house sometimes to watch them have g******** and m*********. Sometimes they ask me to c** on them. There is no way those people are not passing STD's. I like to go to adult video stores. I will go into a booth and get naked and leave the door unlocked. There is always someone that will open the door and come in. I let them know right away that I don't want to be touched but that I will give them a hand job and spank them. I prefer women but I also fantasize about being a woman. I have enjoyed wearing womens clothes and masturbating with a d**** since I was 19. It is so exciting to go into a store in a strange town where I am not known and buy dresses and underwear and shoes. I get some looks. I want to be seen so badly but I don't want to break any laws or offend anyone. I did streak one time when I was a teenager. There were some surprised people. I like to m********* outside. I don't want to get caught but I do like to risk getting caught. I still streak sometimes and m********* in simi public places but I am really careful not to be seen. I want to be seen but not by someone that would be offended. I paid a h***** one time to watch me m********* wearing a dress bra and panties. I love phone s**. If my friends and family ever found out about all this I would have to move away.

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  • Being in a video booth with a stranger sounds way to scary to me. I do know what you mean about being naked outside at opportune moments and masturbating. It is addictive.

  • I haven't tried what the OP described, but I admit the idea is hot and exciting and it makes me want to try it. I just don't know if I could actually do it. I'm probably not as strong as the OP.

  • having another man's d*** in your hand, especially if he's a stranger, is an exciting and thrilling thing. the adult bookstore video booth is one of the most incredibly arousing environments in the world, especially if you're a married man looking for fun with other men engaged in secret liaisons outside of their marriages. god it makes me hard just to write about it here. i may need to leave work early and stop off at the bookstore before i go home to my wife. i've made friends with the manager and he makes sure to direct the younger ones to me and he also makes sure we don't ever get interrupted.

  • Every time I read this post I get an amazing and long-lasting hardon. This guy is unbelievably hot. And incredibly nasty. I'm in love.

  • love the stranger handjobs. sooooooo sexy!

  • God, I am so totally h**** for you!

  • same here. wish we could meet up in a bookstore booth! but you couldnt tell my wife!!!

  • I'm sorry I get that everyone here is turned on but is completely missing the point. I've yet to meet a straight person that fantasizes about being a woman and likes dressing up like one.

  • When I read you post I can almost feel you wrapping your hand around my shaft and starting to stroke. I think I'm falling in love. Seriously.

  • I would love to give YOU a handjob. And a b******. And anything else you wanted. You are so sexy.

  • Damn, baby, you sound like one incredibly hot piece of ass!

  • I bet you are really good at giving hand jobs, and that you do it with a really sexy attitude. I can almost feel you touching me and almost hear you talking dirty to me. Mmmmm ........ delicious.

  • i totaly love how sexy you are.

  • Sounds kinda f***** up, son.

  • ditto........

  • god this is so hot. when i read about all the things your doing it makes my d*** hard. i hope you never stop this....its too sexy to be stopped.

  • My best advice is talk to someone, a professional so you figure all this out who can help you figure out your true feelings. Otherwise, whats likely to happen is your fantasizing will get deeper and cause you to take more and more risks; including, a growing desire to wear makeup, lipstick, perfume and women's wigs. And, to make yourself look as close as possible like a women. I'd expect to also eventually become bored with just j********** and spanking men. Ultimately your fantasizing will develop into desires for the real thing and you will try as best possible to eliminate or reduce the risk of STDs. I have no doubt based on what you wrote that what you are dealing with has progressed over time into engaging in more and more riskier conduct and shall progress into doing more things as a women, including oral and a*** s** with men. You won't be able to control it. Talk to someone. Figure it out whatever direction it takes you while you still have time. Otherwise, what you are doing will grow more and more, it will disrupt your life personally and professionally, you will not really move on in a positive way and your life will become a state of frustration and confusion. Or, it will go even deeper into doing things take possibly break the law. Talk to a professional.

  • When I mastrubate I think about giving a man a hand job. Would like to ask wife if she would watch me and a guy trade hand jobs.

  • Very very sexy. I love it.

  • OMG I just totally love what you're doing at the parties and in the stores' movie booths. I wish I had enough nerve to do that myself because I have the urges and I just deny them to myself. What I really wish though is that I could meet you by surprise or accident at one of those places and have you hose me that way. I would love to get your juices all over me and then go home to my wife.

  • ditto here. i would love to feel you c****** and have you cover me in it. you sound so hot and sexed up!

  • Yes, I agree that your boldness is both inspiring and arousing, and that is a very, very rare combination. Thank you for sharing your feelings and activities, and good luck in your explorations.

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