I Don't know me anymore
Very simply, that I do not love my girlfriend any longer. Perhaps we were never in love. Perhaps I'm not the type of person to fall in love. All I know is 2 solid years of having her on my mind every minute felt as close to love as I think I'll ever get. But now, midway in to year four, I find I hate her every action. I do not let any of this show, as I am a horrible person, not a cruel, horrible person. Every action of hers I found cute now peeves me to no end. I find myself looking for reasons to escape the apartment more and more. The s** is still great, but that seems to be the only thing I stay with her for. I dont know how to break up with her.