I just think that if you had really
I just think that if you had really cared, you would have taken care of me. But looking back, you never took care of anyone but yourself. Not even your kids. I should have known better, I should have seen that it was going to be one sided. I took care of you so much that I never want to be with or married to anyone ever again. I have nothing to offer- you drained the well dry. And part of me is glad I will never have to worry about taking care of anyone else again. Now I get to find out what kind of things I like and what I want for myself. Things I could never do with you around because I was too busy putting out the fires you set. You're so self centered. All you ever worried about was yourself. And I'm so disappointed in myself for getting sucked into it. Well, like I said- never again.
Thanks for showing me the way because freedom has never felt so sweet. I thank God for the day your fat ass bounced out the door.