i am tired of old gawking at me on the
i am tired of old gawking at me on the bus. i am tired of them just staring and smiling...and showing any interest in me. these men are old enough to be my father!!! it at first irritated me now it angers me. i hate men. today this deaf mute on the bus wrote on a piece of paper, "my name is..what is your name?" and i knew where this was leading, either he wanted money or to get with me so i threw the paper back at him. he wrote down "rude" with an exclamation point. i wanted to write him F*** YOU! but i didn't i almost felt bad..had i thought the wrong thing? and just when i was feeling guilty he wrote me, "but i am looking for a girlfriend are you single?" i shook my head..a lie but i at this point have grown angry to say it nicely. then, some other guys got on the bus a little later and he wrote them something down on his little writing pad and pointed at me. i again wanted to point at him and say F*** YOU LOSER! but i didn't, it happened to be my stop and i was hoping that he would die a long and hard death or that he would catch a disease from which he could not improve and remain debilitated for the rest of his days on earth. i am so tired of all these creeps next time i vow to throw them the finger.when i started college on the bus this random 35 yr old guy tried to talk to me i was barely 18. i am 20 now, but i don't want to be with an older person, especially A GUY WHO DOES NOT HAVE A CAR..I DONT HAVE ONE EITHER..AND I DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE TO BE POOR FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE WRITING THE BUS. and where the F*** does all this confidence these ugly m************ men have, come from??? tell me?? ugly broke men have more confidence than anyone i have ever met. i wish ALL THE BROKE BUS RIDING HITTING ON WOMEN WHO THEY KNOW ARE TOO YOUNG FOR THEM DEAF OR OLD M************ LOSERS WOULD JUST DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH AND DIE.