Need Help Getting This Off My Chest

Hello MY NAME IS JIMMY I AM 16 YEARS OLD AND I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST I HAVE A MOTHER OF THE AGE OF 48 YEARS OLD AND HER NAME IS SANDY AND THEN THERE IS MY FATHER OF THE AGE OF 54 AND HIS NAME IS ROBERT. HE AND MOTHER MET IN THE SUMMER OF 92 AND BEEN WITH EACH OTHER SINCE AND BEEN A VERY HAPPY family but recently THING HAVE BEEN BAD VERY BAD FOR SOME REASON ME AND HER JUST DONT GET ALONG EVEN WHEN WHERE IN A GOOD MOOD FOR AN EXAMPLE SHE GETS MAD BECAUSE I MASSAGE HIS FEET BECAUSE SOMETIMES THEY HURT AND WHEN HE ASK HER SHE SAY NO OR BLOWS HIM OFF BUT SHE STARTES CALLING MY DAD NAMES LIKE ''FAGG*T, SON OF A BIT*H, YOUR MOMS AN SMELL OLD BIT*H, THATS GOOD YOUR MOM DIED, FUC*K YOUR FAMILEY, SNITCH, OLD B******, DUM*ASS, PUS*Y, DI*KLESS, LITTEL WIENE, MOTHERFUC**R,'' AND MUCH MORE AND OF COURSE MY DAD IS NO ANGEL AND HE IS GONNA SAY STUFF RIGHT BACK AT HER WHICH HE DOSENT LIKE TO BUT HE HAS TO GIVE HER A TATES A OF HER OWN medicine SHE ALSO GETS MAD AT HIM WHEN HE TALKS OR LOOKS AT ANY GIRL NOT IN A PERVERTED WAY BUT WHEN SHE SEES HER FRIENDS SHE CALLS HOMEBOYZ THEY GIVE HUG LIKE THEY HAVENT SEEN HER IN YEARS WHEN SHE LITTERALLY LIVES RIGHT NEXT TO THEM THEY ALSO TELL HER DAMM GURL YOU STILL LOOK FINE IN FRONT OF MY DAD AND HE ENDS UP TELLING HER HOMEBOYZ SOMETHING WHICH SHE THEN GETS MAD ABOUT. I AM A NOW HOME SCHOOLED STUDENT AND SHE IS ALWAYS TELLING ME WHY DONT YOUR LAZY F***** GET UP AND MAKE FRIENDS OR GO LOOK FOR A GIRLFRIEND WHICH I DONT HAVE NIETHER BECAUSE EVRYTIME I DO MAKE A FRIEND OR MY OLD FRIENDS COME SHE SAYS WHAT ARE YOU DOING SUCKING HIS D*CK OR HE probably LEFT BECAUSE YOU WHERE BEING A FAGG*T THATS WHY I DONT HAVE FRIENDS AND I DONT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I AM NOT GOOD LOOKING ENOUGH. SHE ALLWAYS SAYING SHE CARES ABOUT HER OLDER SON FRANK WHICH WOULD BE MY BROTHER BUT I DONT CONSIDER HIM ONE BECAUSE HE IS ALLWAYS CALLING ME A PUS*Y AND SAYING HE GONNA KICK MY ASS FOR CALLING HIS MOM A B**** BUT I THINK IS JUSTIFIED SOME TIMES I FEEL LIKE KILL MY SELF BUT I KNOW I WONT EVER HAVE THE GUTS TO DO THAT SHE IS ALSO ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT MY BROTHER FROM MY DAD PREV RELEATIONSHIP THAT DIED IN A CAR CRASH THIS PAST JULY SAYING THATS WHAT HE DESERVED AND STUFF I DONT LIKE EVEN REPEAT I LOVED MY BROTHER SO MUCH I REALLY DID AND NOW HE IS GONE I TRY TO THINK HE IS WITH ME IN SPIRT BUT FOR SOME REASON I DONT FEEL IT EVERY TIME I WOULD ARGUE WITH HER HE WOULD PICK ME UP AND LET ME SPEND THE NIGHT AT HIS HOUSE NO I ONLY GOT MYSELF NOT THAT I can't COUNT ON MY DAD BUT ITS IN A different perspective

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  • Sounds like a very unhealthy atmosphere. Your mom sounds abusive, verbally and mentally. Talk to a counselor and see what your options are. You need a better environment to start. Look for free services or talk to your guidance counselor for options. Good luck. I wish you the best.

  • First bit of advice-go back to school. I barely made it through your post.

  • Just.....turn off the computer.

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