i hate my life
between my job and my family i just want to kill myself... but i wont do it because ive gone through a loved one comitting suicide and i couldnt do that to anyone.,,
i just want to quit, i dont even want to get out of bed anymore.
my job is too demanding, allways keeping me busy it leaves very little time for my personal life.
my wife is extremly lazy. she needs a pep talk to get up and get a drink. so not only do i have to work 60 hours a week i have to take care of the house too and all she does is go to college 2 hours 4 days a week.
im on the edge i just want to make the jump