I just love him!!
I have had the biggest crush on J for two years now and I just can't stop! He is 10 years younger than me but he is so adorable. I know I shouldn't be crushing on someone so young but I can't help it. I am married but can't stop thinking about him. He has a girlfriend and doesn't even know I exist. He would never give me the time of day and I wish I could just forget him but I don't know how. I feel like such a pervert because he is so much younger and it kills me feeling this way. I wish I had been born ten years later and I wish I was British because he is. This is the longest crush I have ever had in my entire life. Sometimes I just wish I could be someone else because my life is not what I expected and I hate it sometimes.