I long to have a best friend. Male or female doesnt matter. Its been almost 29 years since I had one, or thought I had one. I got hurt and I've not let anyone really get that close again. I became my own best friend but its not the same. I thought I'd found one a few years ago, but true to form, another betrayal.
Who would have thought finding that one person to journey through life with would be so hard. I hear people talk about their friends at work and I dont have one. I'm so sad and I wish I could find just that one person to make it all click, make it better, lend a shoulder, kleenex, let me cry something. I would repay too, so its not one way.