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I Feel Trapped
I'm a senior in high school, going off to college soon. I've practically been with my boyfriend since the 7th grade. We used to be so in love and crazy about each other. But, last year we broke up a few times (me twice, him once). We've been back together for close to 5 months....things don't feel like they used to. There's still love, but it doesn't seem as intense and passionate as it once was. Sometimes I wish I never got back with him. Sometimes I'm glad we're together. I love him so much. However, there's parts of me that wonder what else is out there for me. Then again, I don't want to be without him. I'm still young and want to experience everything in life but don't give up something good. I feel so trapped behind my mixed emotions all the time. :(
You are so normal. Enjoy college. Go meet lots of people and learn about yourself too.