Half Asian Suicidal
I f****** hate myself. My parents destroyed me since I was young. I came out of the womb a failure.
My dad is a weak gangly white boy f***, my mom a white-man chasing, self hating Asian woman, just like every other Asian girl. When I was younger I was considered beautiful and gorgeous but only by white girls, asian girls will find out that I am half Asian and they will lose interest. It's like I'm genetically inferior for just being that. Even my own mom would have wanted nothing to do with asian guys like myself. I feel like a f****** betrayer of Asian guys and a f****** failure.
My mom died because she got Hep C from the C-Section when I was born because my body was too big for her, since Asian women aren't genetically compatible with big white guys.
My brother is borderline suicidal and a head case with no prospects at age 30 because my insane mother destroyed him mentally with her abuse and my weak father never did anything to raise us as men. what the f*** would he know about being an asian man anyways.