I like how I look sometimes and other times I hate it.
I like being half Asian half White because most times I feel extremely beautiful. Guys notice me but it isn't who I want. I like Asian guys and other half Asian/half White guys but they don't like me because I look Mexican. I have Asian-ish eyes but the rest of me looks Mexican. I live in California so automatically they assume I'm Mexican since everyone here is. I HATE it. I don't want to look full Asian though because I don't think it's pretty and I don't want to look full White because that's boring. UGH I hate feeling the way I do.