I like how I look sometimes and other times I hate it.
I like being half Asian half White because most times I feel extremely beautiful. Guys notice me but it isn't who I want. I like Asian guys and other half Asian/half White guys but they don't like me because I look Mexican. I have Asian-ish eyes but the rest of me looks Mexican. I live in California so automatically they assume I'm Mexican since everyone here is. I HATE it. I don't want to look full Asian though because I don't think it's pretty and I don't want to look full White because that's boring. UGH I hate feeling the way I do.
You're interethnically mixed. White is a race, Asian isn't as it ranges from dark to light. So You're not that special. Just a typical white person with white Asian blended.
You are lucky to have a beautiful exotic look. That's something to be thankful for. Consider all the people in the world who don't luck out with great looks. I wish I looked exotic instead of plain. You are so lucky.
Being ugly in this world is a much bigger sin than being a minority. If a black girl is hot enough nobody cares that she's black. Social warriors will never admit to this, but it's true.