Older Man Exploring
I am older, 60+, a retired teacher from the US midwest and divorced. Since my divorce I have slept with a small number of women. However, recently I have begun to think about and act on exploring s** with other men. I just don't have friends that I can share this with so finding this site is a godsend. Both my ex and one of my woman friends contributed, unwittingly, to my interest in me acting on my fantasies. My ex enjoyed, as a part of our foreplay, me describing to her the bodies of men that I saw at the Y or gym showers following pick-up basketball games. This turned us both on and taught me how to take careful mental notes of men's bodies, especially their d****. The other woman enjoyed watching mm videos as her warm up to s** and while she preferred to watch alone would allow me to now and then. I suppose it was because, initially anyway, that it turned her on so much that I was swept up in the excitement of watching two men have s**.
These experiences led me to begin to play online, sexual emails, chats and video sessions with other men. I enjoyed these even though it was much more erotic to have s** with women. Not surprisingly as I am confessing to more than that there was a progression in my play with other males. It continued by going to clothing optional beaches where it was enjoyable to see and be seen by men. From there it was masturbating with other men, eventually having oral s** (though I preferred to suck rather than be sucked) and then this spring to, for the first time, bottom for a bisexual man about my age. While very apprehensive going into this even though we had met ahead of time now and then and agreed to practice very safe s** it turned out to be pleasurable beyond my expectations and so much better than a*** toys. So, I've confessed!!!