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Dear Brandie
Sometimes i just want to cry when i see pictures of you because i know i'll never be with you. But i can't not look no matter how much it hurts. I wish i wasn't such a coward and i could just tell you have how i feel. I dont know if this is love or **, but i definitely feel something when I look at pictures of you.
Have a question for you. Does it turn you on to know that there are thousands of people out there viewing and admiring your body and using you as a masturbation fantasy? Seems to me that their are an awful lot of females who do.
It hurts sooooooooooo bad and for sooooooooooo long to be in love with someone you can't be with. So, the question on the table is this: "Will it hurt more to express the love and be rejected than it hurts to have the love and not express it?" My answer is: it depends. It depends on the people involved, the nature of the current pre-expression relationship, and whether or not that relationship MUST continue after the expression (e.g., workplace, classes, etc., where seeing the person "after" will be unavoidable), because that affects the shape and duration of the pain "after". But for the most part, and without considering any other factors at all, I think it is better to express the love, and let the other person know how you feel. And then let the chips fall. If you're rejected, then it will surely hurt much more at first, but then will hurt much less as time passes: it's just the nature of our hearts. But if you AREN'T rejected, well then . . .
Well if you feel like crying i.e. you feel sad seeing her pic,,it cant be ** for sure as far as i know and feel