39 year old chronic masturbation addict
Hi all, my name is James and i am a 39 year old chronic masturbation addict. I remeber that i started to m********* every
day at the age of 6 when masturbation was just an "unconscious" habbit that i did 2-3 times every day to make my body feel
good when i had nothing else to do during the day. At the age of 9 i started to collect p*** photos from adult magazines
that i found at the garbage of a local store that sold magazines of this kind. Looking at these photos made me very
excited because i knew they were "restricted area" to me and my p**** started to get constantly erected during the day and
thus i had the urge to m********* 4-5 times every day to feel satisfied. By the age of 12 i started to e******** and to
watch with friends of mine some p*** video tapes secretly from adults and this new excitment raised the number of every
day masturbation to 6-7. Finding new ways to get my p**** hard (peeping at my sister in the shower and toilet and other
girls at the locker room, masturbating with other boys my age, and together with the old habbits to collect p*** photos
and watch p*** video tapes, i raised ever more the number of my every day masturbation to 8-10 times per day (my "record"
until i got 18 was 15 times in one day). At the age of 19 i started to use some s** toys to m********* (including a***
play with d*****) which made my p**** rock hard and my masturbation addiction to minimum 10 times every day. From 19 and
up today i still mastutrbate about 10 times every day. I have to mention that i am still a virgin and never had a
relationship with a girl in my life. Masturbating constantly as a child, a teen and an adult got me caught red handed by
my mother and my older sister many times. My mother punished me several times by spanking me and leaving me with no
clothes out on the porch to give me a lesson and my sister "owned" me by blackmailing me to tell my mother that i
masturbated with her panties and so i had to do her some favors like cleaning her room and m********* in front of her
friends when they had the urge to see a p**** at their teen years. I never learned my lessons though because all these
punishments just fed my addiction to m********* in every chance. I wanted to ask if there are other people out there like
me, if i must make an effort to cut back masturbation time and if i m considered a pervert after all these years.
Thank you for your patience and i will appreciate every answer or comment.