Love

Hi I will start this off for the past year in a half I was cheating on my gf with another women her name was Staci when I first meet her at work I formed a connection with her immediatey She was beautiful like a angel every second I talked to her I feel more in love with her I have two kids and I did the unthink able and took my kids to the park with her and it felt like me and her could be together forever And I wanted to be with her so bad my relationship with Gf was so bad we were on the rocks and I didn't love her anymore so I spent the next six months txting talking to staci with every second I had didn't even have s** with her for six to sevens months that a liftime for a man and I loved her with every fiber of my being then I told her that I loved Her. And she said that she loved me back and would do anything to be with me (from the first month she knew I had a gf) then things got more hot and heavy we did overnight together then. We fell more in love then days it felt like no matter what destiny wanted us to be together I really wanted to leave my current gf to be with staci but I knew if I woudk leave her she woudk try to take the kids away and I would lose seeing my kids Much as I want I would only have them for some time so I had to choice my kids or Staci But before I choice which women I wanted to be with or leave I had s** with staci Just not once but multiple times it was the best I ever had and will ever have I fell more in love with her every time I was with her everytime I saw her my heart Jump like it was finally living again then it came to the point where I had to choice my kids/gf or staci my true love but instead staci decide to tell the truth she was getting sick and tired of being the second girl when she just wanted me and the kids to be with her all the time so she told my gf freinds and they told her we fought and fought I told her everything but I still decide to stay with the gf not for her but for my kids because I know they would hate me for what I did and for me being selfish I love my kids that why I Didnt leave her I stayed with her to love my kid and be there for them all the time. But now I'm not with Staci I still love her and when I see her my eyes grow big. My heart jumps and reboot it self again I think I Made the wrong choice I love staci and wanted to be with her every second I think about her every sec. Everything I do I'm just thinking about her I just wanted to rant this and confess this
I still
Love u staci starkweather I will
Always love u U have half my heart in your hand and u will always have it And every second that I spent with u was well with it and I would do it again but make a diff decision I love u please find Your true love I want to be it so bad

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