Closet bi guy

Dude, I can relate to what you are going through. The thing is you married her into what she believes is a monogamist relationship. If you plan on changing that, she needs to know. I recommend you tell her anyway. **, she might be willing to indulge you a bit with some strap-on action (start it with "I've been having the weirdest fantasy lately".) You and I know there's nothing weird about it but she does need to know something. Condoms, and I pray you are actually use them every time, break, regularly (the cdc says the failure rate is about 12%). So, statistically, for every 12 guys you're ** by, one of them will effectively ** inside you. Remember, it's not just your health you are risking. Please, don't think I'm just a hater, I really do understand and being in a similar situation has kept my feet on the floor (instead of in the air ?) more times than I can count.

I agree, like I said "I want to be ** by other men" but do not play with others, ive asked her to play with my ** but she doesn't get into it, she likes me playin with hers but always worrys about getin dirty, so I play with my self

I love playing with my husbands **. It is such a huge turn on to see him buck and moan when I am ** his ** with my Share. Your wife doesn't know what she's missing. I'm so sorry for you because you have a need that should at least be considered. Have you thought about using an enema and then see if she'd consider giving it a go? I also enjoy ** his ** and I use stertile gloves so any mess can just go in the garbage. Goodluck with your decision!

I clean inside and out when I play, she just doesn't get turned on by it, the "dirty" ideal in her head, I would love her to wear a glove and fist ** my ** until I cant walk