My Gay Life?

I don't have a sexual attraction to men but I love **.

I guess it started when I was younger fooling around with a guy. He use to ** me in the ** we even got caught by my mom once we were both naked in my room and he had me bent over and was putting his ** in me. My mom walked in we both stopped and pretending we were looking for our clothes.

I am a married man

and I long for my dad's **
ive seen it growing up
but one night I lived with him for awhile while I got my life together I walked out of my room and he was laying in his bed in his underwear with a hardon. Just ** straight in the air I stood there and I stared at it. what I would have done to go over get on my knees and wrap my mouth around it.