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Bitched out by my cousin. 11/20/14
I'm a 24yr old black male in Florida. I consider myself very handsome and well rounded but I lack in certain areas compared to my cousin. He's a 35yr old dentist and has a 10inch ** (I'm only 7.5) I enjoy watching him pound my girls ** and have recently started eating his ** from her **. I can't even explain how it started. But I do know that things are getting much more **. I'm torn between if it's his ** that I'm attracted to or the cuckold experience of my wife taking a another mans **. He has started to have me ** him off when no one is around. He calls or texts saying (SMDB) code for "** my ** bruh" and I do it, but I always feel a since of guilt and disgust when I **. My family would be crushed and when I think of ** it disgust me! But I enjoy watching him ** my girl and feed me his **. I don't consider myself gay or a pervert it just excites me. I've secretly swallowed nearly 40 of his ** loads & no one in the world knows this and if my home boys knew about this they would think were freaks. I want to move to start a new life but the thought quickly fades when I'm swallowing this dudes seed in my car, my aunts patio, his garage or when my girl is at work. I need help. I always feel dirty afterwards man. I'm ashamed but it feels so good.
Have you considered coming out about it to your wife? Have you asked him about how he would feel about her knowing?
Perhaps you three could all get together in a **, like right after you watch him as he f***s your wife, you ** his c***, and maybe the fact of sharing his c*** with your wife would alleviate the shame and guilt that you feel.
Actually, I envy you. I have never done so, but I would love nothing more than to ** a ** c*** like your cousin's ten inches. But to your situation...
As another pointed out here, it is doubtful that moving away would change things, unless it is the **, rather than sucking c*** that is what is really bothering you. It is apparent that you, like so many men, are hooked on sucking a big c***, and if it isn't your cousin, you will be nagged by the urge until you find another c*** or c***s to **.