Fingered and ashamed
I'm a 15yr old blonde beach ** and I need to confess this somewhere. I snuck out off my house and hopped into a car with boys that were smoking weed and half drunk, the driver was sober which was good. In the car they started feeling my ** through my crop top and I laughed and pushed their hands away. They kept calling me babe and tried hard to seduce me but we arrived at the party and I rushed out. Then, 1hr later I was sitting down on a guys lap with 3 guys watching and laughing telling jokes and ** and he slips his hand into my ** and starts ** me, no one noticed until I moaned and so we took it into the room, we were down into it and 2 boys came knocking at our door asking to join, I say no but I was getting pounded and I gagged by his hand over my mouth. I was used. I feel bad and cheap.
Your not worthless. We all mistakes , it's in the past now :)
Sounds like they rapped you. Tell the authorities.